Thankful and desperate

Hello everyone. This will probably be the last time I have internet access. My phone is due to be disconnected and I have dial up. I started a new job but have only gotten 9 of the 15 trainning hours that I need before I start getting paid. I drove my truck to a doctors appointment and put my last $20 in gas. When I got to the hospital I had a horrible gas leak and all my gas leaked out. I couldn't find anyone to help me. My aunt had an apppointment and she saw me sobbing in my truck. She gave me a ride home. That was just the beginning. My landlord left a message on my machine about the rent and electric bill. We owe $480 for June, $400 in rent for July plus a $200 electric bill (we are all electric) and it is almost August. I have been spending my spare time in the woods digging roots with my dad. Yellow root and Koeosh. I dug until my hands bleed. I dug 40 pounds of Koeosh at $1 a pound wet. I got $40 which I used to buy groceries. I went again and I have about 30 pounds drying. It is $6 a pound dry. I have been working really hard and praying, crying and begging. I have 2 kids who love there home and do not want to move. I came from a 2 bedroom roach infested trailer court to a three bedroom 2 bath trailer in the country. I know I rent but I feel this is MY home and I don't want to have to move my kids around every other year. We have been here three years. I have about three semesters left in college and I don't want to drop out. My landlord says to evicted us that it is going to take $300 and she will have to take us to court. She was in a terrible accident and hates to evict us but pretty much said it was coming. My grandparents are elderly and like my parents but my aunt and uncle are already leaching and living with them. I don't want to burden anyone although I know they would love to have us. I am so depressed. i can't eat and I can't sleep. I have lost 10 pounds. I know that my kids need me. I am REALLY doing my best. I don't drink, smoke or do drugs. I still have the same clothes from high school. I am really good with budgeting money. I have had the same tv for 7 years. I lost my son Matthew in 2004. He was born prematurely at 22 weeks. He lived for 2 short days. I am not trying to get anyone to feel sorry for me but I don't know how much more I can take. I am grateful for my children and the time I got to spent with Matthew. I know there are people a lost worse off than me. I help people every chance I get. I am looking for some help now. Please pray for me and my family. My name is Michelle Glick. If there is anyway you could help financialy I would repay you when I got back on my feet. I am legitimate and I wish I had a million dollars and I would help others. My internet will be disconnected in the next few days. Here is my information. Michelle Glick 2162 Addison Pike Gallipolis, Ohio 45631. 740-367-0308 or 740-645-5053. I would never give this out if I weren't in a dire situation.

I would like to take a moment to say thank you to those who responded to my earlier posts. This is an awesome site. Kudos to those who founded it. I am thanful for the love of my children who keep me going. I want to make them proud. I am thankful that I am physicaly healthy and able to work. sometimes life gets me down but I know there is someone worse off than me. Thank you all for listening. if I don't respond to your posts it is because I do not have internet service. The car is still for sale for $400 as well. God bless.